Stuffs

I just watched the Wan & Raava two-parter in an attempt to perk the fuck up, and (as usual) got chills at the end when Korra wakes up from her vision coma and the fire sages ask, "Do you know who you are?" and she says, "My name is Korra. I'm the Avatar."
CHILLS
Plus, you know, obviously Wan & Raava make me cry every time.

I decided that I most certainly am treating myself to a hotel room this weekend. Already booked, hex yeah! Saturday afternoon is gonna be awesome and stay awesome until I check out the next morning! I placed my weed order, to be delivered tomorrow, so I'll have to withdraw cash on my way to work. Bulbasaur and Pinkie Pie are two of the toys I'll need to bring, as well as some Cloudees and Mixlings, and maybe the $1 fantasy animals from Target. Plus, it occurred to me that I could even bring a box of Doorables and actually open them! While I'm there I may or may not order Grubhub, and almost definitely will walk to buy food from Del Taco or somewhere else. Oooh, and I should get Puffy Cheetos! And grapes. Fruit salad? Grapes AND fruit salad? I will have some serious munchies . . .

These are some of the things I might watch while I am in the hotel!

• any episode of Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Gilmore Girls, or ATLA/Korra
• Cocaine Bear
• Netflix Sabrina
• WinxFate
• The Lion King? (this makes me think of Dad, which I have been doing more than usual lately anyway, so it might or might not be a good idea)
• A Little Princess?
• A Wrinkle in Time?
• yep, that's three films that make me think about Dad
• already said any episode of Buffy, but might as well specify "The Body"
• oh, speaking of Buffy, will definitely watch the season seven trailer several times!
• two best scenes from Netflix Sabrina: the witch exorcism, and the whole coven forming a circle around Zelda for her invocation of Hekate
• We Are WITCH theme song
• The Emperor's New Groove
• Lilo & Stitch
• Beauty and the Beast
• countless other Disney animated movies
• The Parent Trap
• Spy, or anything else starring Melissa McCarthy
• Derry Girls, especially the season three episode about the mammies when they were teenagers
• "Bloom of Doom" or any other episode of MMPR, preferably focusing on at least one of the girls
• Sailor Moon
• Harley Quinn - this show will eventually be the main reason I sign up for Max. As of this writing I haven't seen any of season four, but thanks to the title of a yootoob video, I know that at some point Harley fights Alfred, which could be one of the most glorious scenes in all of Bat-media!
• Yellowjackets, of course. I will have to either renew my Showtime subscription or buy the seasons outright. Either way, even if I don't do that, I almost definitely will watch the season two trailer several times. It pairs really well with cannabis.
• it's only one night, so that's enough examples, but I could also say Modern Family or Pitch Perfect or Will & Grace or

I'm still not planning to open her until my actual birthday, but Rita Repulsa arrived while I was at work! Very exciting to finally have her here. Although now I kind of feel like I need some sort of Maleficent(s) to keep her in check. Heh.

Today I channeled my teenage self and listened to Evanescence and Story Of The Year. One full album from each band. Multiple times. (The albums in question were, what else, Fallen and Page Avenue.) I also thought about Avril Lavigne, but never got around to her.

Obviously, I do want to read the new Tara book, but with the mood I'm in lately it might just make me angry about her death.
Then again, with the mood I'm in lately, maybe I should watch "Seeing Red" and have a good cry? Gosh, I could even have a mini marathon of Tara's best episodes. Start with "Hush," of course. "Who Are You?" because she and Willow keep their clothes on but still have a magical orgasm on network television. "Restless," "Family," "The Body," "Tough Love," "The Gift," "Once More With Feeling," "Tabula Rasa," and then "Seeing Red." Wow, I both love and fucking hate this idea. I will never ever forgive Joss for killing her.

What the Actual What?

I just checked the math several times, and I seriously do not understand how I am always so broke. Even with rent, phone, streaming services, food & drink, weed, and transit pass factored into the budget, I should have a few hundred dollars left every month after taking care of all expenses. I don’t buy that many toys, last weekend was the first time I let myself order from Grubhub in a while, and I regularly check my balance before big purchases. Where the actual fuck does my money go? It doesn’t make sense.

Anticipation

PRAISE HESTIA, I am relatively safe at home on a Friday night! It is currently 11:33 pm, so there are about fifteen and a half hours until I can check in to the hotel. With that in mind, the most important part of today was acquiring new cannabis, which I did. In addition to the two vapes (both Pink Acai, I heart this strain!) I would have bought anyway, I further treated myself to a bag of gummies and a honey lemonade shot, which were $10 each. That's pretty good for two hundred milligrams! I am so excited that I better have some NyQuil to be sure I can fall asleep tonight!

Anyway. Before checking in, I should probably do laundry in the morning. While I'm there, I can walk a few feet to 7Eleven and retrieve my epsom salt from their Amazon Locker. After checking in, I'll empty my backpack and walk to Target & Food4Less for beverages, fresh fruit(s), bagels, turkey?, mustard?, cheese?, Puffy Cheetos, sorbet, popsicles, and maybe a few other things. Or maybe that''s enough, because I also want to conclude my trip with a stop at Del Taco for FRIES and other hexcellent stoner food.

At work tonight my random playlist brought "3 Small Words" from Josie and the Pussycats, so I texted Lori some of my favorite lyrics and she responded that she should watch it again, which made me think about how dang much I too want to watch it again. Thought about watching it tonight, actually, but it's not available for free, which seems like a good enough reason to wait until I am in the blessed hotel and my body & spirit are both seriously stone'd.

Obviously I'm not fully paying attention to it, but I started the new Gal Gadot superspy movie, which seems to be as fun as you'd expect from that description. Will definitely watch it again when I can give it more, if not all, of my attention.

How fucking fun would it be if she was the co-star in a second Harley Quinn and the Birds of Prey movie?

But who would play Ivy?? If they decided to make another Harley movie without Ivy, WHY???

Obviously it would have been amazing to see Gal share the screen with Margot in Barbie, but Wonder Woman & Harley would be a thousand times better!

This line of thought almost makes me want to wonder which superhero movies I might want to watch tomorrow, but then I'd list like twenty and have to narrow them down, which I would rather not. If  it didn't make last night's list, it's not on any list. Heh.

Last weekend I watched the Miraculous Ladybug & Cat Noir movie. It did make me kind of want a few dolls, but did not necessarily make me want to watch five fucking seasons of the show. More superheroes should live in Paris. I would automatically be interested in any superhero story set in Paris.

Here's a quick note about Dad. My thirty-sixth birthday is coming up, which means that slightly less than one month later I will have lived longer than he did. Wrapping my head around this is strange, and then tonight it occurred to me that he was somewhat shorter than I am now, which is normal but feels weird because I was so young when he died.