Blergh

I don’t feel like getting my laptop and taking the time to type up a full account, but even though My Weekend started about two hours ago, I am annoyed.

Tonight was the first time I have seen Alex since last Thursday, when I had my meeting with Diana and then he vented about one specific server being a total jerk to him, which led to me starting My Monday by informing the grown-ups that The Dishwasher will no longer be treated like Cinderella by FOH.

He greeted me by saying, “What are you doing here?” when I arrived for my usual Thursday deep clean shift. And then he said, “That’s too many people!”

Even after I explained that I am not washing dishes tonight because it’s Thursday, he was annoyed and perplexed that he personally won’t be getting as many hours now that John has been hired. 

Does he fucking remember last week? It was not the first time we had vented to each other about HAVING TO WORK LATE specifically because of the lack of consideration from the people we work so hard to support.

Does he fucking remember last week? I literally told him that I had requested a second PM dishwasher. 

I know I probably should have said this to him then and there, but I was so confused (and honestly, hurt) that I was fucking reeling.